M-DAY

2010-01-09T19:02:00.001-08:00

10Jan
Lost,i feel so indebted to my parents
but i feel they owe me in some matter
Quite biased towards my brother
Everytime i get the irritating treatment from the monster,
They just take it as normal cos of his adht.
but they really dont understand that i like to be left alone and i really dont give a damm whether he is or is not my brother
Cos he doesn't even treat me like a sister.
He treats me like a servant.
'eh help me do ___' <Once in a while when i ask him to help me do something,
He takes it as i really need his help or what then he threaten.
Take for example the time when i was making dinner when dad was out with his friends,
i just asked him to fry some onions and beef he purposely on the fire so big w/o a pan above it and scare me from behind.
He knew from young that i was afraid of fire and he still did that
Not the first time.
Then when i shouted at him for doing so,
he said 'so u still want me to help' ?
What the fuck
U want me to do all the work then u want to just eat it after irritating me?
oh my gosh.and he thinks he's mature.
he always finds something to irritate me about.
Not one day in my life that i wasn't irritated with him for his blant words that always hurt me.
I dont know.
Some serious consequences of his dumb actions.
First,he made me so angry and irritated about threatening to tell abt my first bf every day if i didnt help him do something.Obviously i had to save myself from the torture once dad knew
Thats why i broke up with him
Secondly,during the period of 2 years that i was playing audi,he kept complaining that i was very hot tempered when disturbed during my game.
Hello,who wont be irritated when someone asks you to do something/keeps trying to talk to you when ur doing something and when u are trying to relax from the fucking stress?He even caused me to give up playing audition cos of his constant threatening.
Thirdly,this is the damm last straw.
I opened a blogshop since my birthday last year.
He hasnt been stopping on his constant complains that i on the taggingmonkey too long.
u know how frustrated that i am since dad and mom keep siding him but cant understand me.
he wants me to pay for the internet bill i say ok.
If u ask any blogshop that just opened,u think they earn alot?
What im doing is putting so much hardwork into my blogshop and he just keep complaining.
normal people earn like less than $50 from a blogshop per MONTH.
im not going to release info abt my revenue but he always tries to push the blame to me
He'll say 'eh u on the tagging monkey now lah' <Idk what the crap he on the tv when he's playing computer.
Isnt he the one that's wasting electricity ?
ARGH>WHAT"S WRONG WITH THIS DAmM WORLD.

2010-01-08T04:15:00.000-08:00

2010-01-08T03:53:00.000-08:00

Well, 8Jan.

morning:iron clothes,watch drama,ate breakfast auntie margaret bought for me :D
late morning: Fixed puzzle for 4hrs.
afternoon:Went for meetups
Evening:Dinner,watch drama
Night:Supposed to go sleep over at 10pm.Idk why cassie didnt reply me since afternoon.

CRAP.
i miss dangou

2009-12-30T06:04:00.000-08:00

30Dec
1more day to end of 2009!
Tmr's gonna be a hectic day mans
Anw,went shopping with cassie today!
Ahahah! we keep tripping over stuff :X
At Somerset 313 we saw gorilla at food republic then we scream
The whole food republic stare at us @_@
Then the gorilla just keep waving!
Ahahah! so funny :D
Ok then we walk walk
wow we really stretched our budgets!
Hahah,got the same wallet but diff color
Ippudeh <3
Then we saw some fairsians...
Heh then go do meetup at china town and bugis
then shun bian go shop there
Bugis buy so many thing :D
Weetooots
i bought 3inch high wedges
Pretty thing :D
First high heel i bought
first time wearing high heel :X
but wedge is easy to walk
not like high heel.
once wear alrd cant balance well while walking
My hands also hurt from yst's collection of 10mixstyle headphones and 14apparels that weighed SO DAMM HEAVY
and i had to go from
bugis to city hall to dhoby to chinatown to commonwealth
Carrying those stuff while standing ><'
i almost couldnt fit through the 'ti ti' thing cos the 3 bags were so huge
Ahahah!
Rachel asked if i go to china to get my stocks -.-
i say 'you think leh' ?
she say 'idk'
LAWLS!?!
i will go china just to get stock merhs :X
Unless i on trip then i get
If not i wont one
and i also dk my overseas agent house
idk where i throw all the shipping docs alrd hehs :#
anw,legs so tired now,hands so tired
Tmr still need walk to post office which is also damm far to post some stuff
hope Auszx will reply with his address faster so i dont need take another trip to post office D;
FAsterrr!
baili baili!!
Ah,go wash clothes now
Byes!

2009-12-27T16:40:00.000-08:00

What the.
I though korean stationary are cheap?
I say i want to get 1diary 1sticker sheet it costs $18+ ?
This not even include shipping leh whatthefarks.

Haish,so ex larhs.
Somemore quite irritated cos she only online at like 11pm-2am-.-
When im sleeping
so if i wan her to reply she only reply at that time
Then is either i stay up or i wait again.
So now total i paid $50.07 for stationary -.-
Not inclusive of shippin.
Shipping shld be abt $12.
Higher than $15 i tell u i angry liao.

3small stamp pads
10 small stamps
5 in one set
2sticker packs
1diary
=$60 ?!

ah im mad.

i want to get my diary asap D:

2009-12-25T02:08:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Just back from sultan shoal :D
Wheee!
Super fun
Eehhehehehe
every one caught so many things in 1day

Small fishes about 20
Sword fishes abt 5
Sotong 3
Stingray 1

Ahahahahahha!
So super happy :D
i kena chaota alrd
I got tan line from my shorts,Shirt,Collar,slippers and even though i wore a cap my face is chaota too
Ok,half of it cos i got wear cap
Teehee!
Didi and mummy tmr going back
But i dont think i can cos ther limit 12ppl overnight nia
Then i dont think the 2nd bunk will let us stay there
Anw,
Super fun ^^
My slipper tan is totally obvious
Super duper
i use negative light take pic
it was like BLACK AND WHITE :X
Really
Hehs.
my face feels so warm
i think its sun burn
but nt that bad cos i got wear cap
Whoots.
Watched the Mulung (not animated) one
The show nice lah
but the ending was like..
Why they not tgt ?!!
hahahah
Then sleep at 2.30am
wake up 4.30am
go back sleep again 6am wake up
Wake up go fish awhile
7am go sleep again
Then i got a wonderful dream :D
Teehee!
Dont tell you
Only cassie know ^_*
ahahah,not very tired but i hope tmr can go again
Geeeee

LoveLove,
Shimin!~

2009-12-21T16:57:00.000-08:00

So heartbroken...
but managed to fix most of it back
Now its still 1/6 completed
im gonna shift it into a room man >(
Later the wind blow again i think i going give up
Haish
Anw,going out with nich tmr before i go overseas
Going to get my bag tmr :D
i bought 4 bags in this holiday :X
all from my blogshop
teehee!
im crazy alrd
Spend more than 100
anyway
i just got so irritated when the stupid cbox keep saying
'POST RATE TOO HIGH"
Aye.
i post so little lah.
Where got high
high is like those spammers loh.
im NOT a spammer
im just a replier
Stupid peeps.
Hmph
im going to go do my puzzle.
BYE

2009-12-21T03:23:00.000-08:00

Morning
Agent email me tell me that items WONT arrive by 24dec
So i have to go tell the customer that it wont arrive
What the fark ?
Im so irritated lah.
Then i tell the girl
She say that can she cancel 2 stuff?
Nahbei
pay alrd then say u want cancel
Can't alrd loh
Is u want order one leh
My job is just to help u order frm my agent
then pass to you
I only earning a few bucks and you come irritate me
I must well dont earn from u
I wrote so big no patience dont buy
U pajiao ah,
Whole day come ask me when items arrive
Then ofcourse i must give u a date right?
Wahlau.
I still got tell u before you buy that items take 2-4wks to arrive
What the fuck
Then i say i can't help u sell means can't lah
Blardy
still come ask your mother talk to me
So kenasai lah today.
First is you spoil my day

Second is the nahbei wind
As i posted on fb,
im currently doing a 1000 piece black and white puzzle
And then...
after 4days...The bloody wind go blow it to bits
What the
i really want cry alrd :"(
When the wind blow my heart break leh
It really just JUMP
i tio stun
then after awhile i go close door.
Hais...

Fuckin lousy day.

2009-12-18T06:42:00.000-08:00

wah cnt take it.
This girl hor..
order under her friend name
opt for bank transfer but no bank acc
then must well opt for massmeetup ?
massmeetup over alrd then come tell me she no bank acc
that ass.
So irritated with her
Then come try to lie to me say parents no bank acc.
Walau
lie also donno how to lie properly
Tell me which parent no bank acc.
ALL PARENTS
have bank acc.
They take pay by bank acc,pay bill by bank acc...
don't tell me they take all cash hor.
I LOL at you.
so fake.
Then after awhile tell me parents overseas
whatever lah
no bank acc still want go overseas.
Siao lang.
Bank acc free to make don't want to make.
HAHAHAHAH!
kisiao one
then hor i tell her i cancel her order.
Then she say up to you loh...
then awhile later say i transfer $25 to you can?
then isnt it i still must pass her money during meetup
why she so mafan one lah.
Nahbueys.
Thats why i dont want take her order.
If she come keep asking abt status hor.
Wah i will really tulan until bth alrd.
##@$%$#^@!$#$
last one to pay still want to get things first
Go bang wall lah.
there's another one liddat
but she nvr lie that her parents no bank acc.
She is reply message slow when i asking for payment
then after pay alrd keep asking when her items come.
Somemore her items come earlier than the other person
That other person also another irritating one.
Tell me she'll wait patiently after bombing me with questions
2days later come ask again.
Liddat call patient meh
i wrote on T&C PATIENCE.
Wah...
jialat.
how i wish i get non hagging buyers too.
GRRRR
and i quitted my job cos didi getting depressed cos no one at home
then he anyhow thinking things...
i go work 4 days he liddat alrd -.-
Quit loh.
Boss was like 'huh?!!!a few more days to christmas leh.Wah u give me heartattack'
:X bobian.Family needs first
Anw,
bought didi a 1000piece puzzle that's black and white so he'll spend time doing it
its super cute.
Its a b&w pic of a dog in its pen.
Whoots
Lovely
last piece somemore :D
teehee!
and then bought donuts for family~
sangu coming over tmr
Teehee!

2009-12-16T06:34:00.000-08:00

wah hais,
Leg pain hand pain
Working stand 9hrs
going D.I.E and then R.I.P
make new friends at work...
shixuan,xavier,melvin,sebestian,joe...
and 2 more i still dunno their name
Make friend with the security guard also
AHAHAHAHAH!
He quite nice lahhh..
Quite old :X
Anyways,im here to complain
There's this person hor...
Ask this ask that
Keep asking
know i v busy still ask me help her do this do that
hais D;
Just cos i help her put some stuff in her template
she keep coming find me for anything she dunno
Even ask me help her do navigations
Which is like super time consuming and she know i no time
What theee....
Really hor,
i think those ppl that dunno html stuff don't do blogshop better><'
Cos keep asking ppl
Like they got so much time liddat
i wake up 8am
Reply all emails update blogshop
9.30am leave house go collect payment/send items
10reach busstop(if only ppl don't late for meetup)
**Tell them dont late still late.Tell them bring exact they still bring not exact ><""?**
11reach work
Walk so damm far...
still must stand 9hrs D;
Go home alrd like 9pm
shower,reply more messages
11 pm+ then sleep
OMG.Sleep 9hrs nia
aiseh
lucky tmr i offday
Whew.
Going stop work on 22nd
Buay tahan
liddat go on i will drop dead one
I handle blogshop still can.
Ask me stand so long
i can't
somemore that si ren handphone battery so lousy
charge in morning 8am at night 8pm+ totally flat if i reply some messages and calls
@#%#$$#@@#@$^%$%@#
Which handtelephone is the best batt. life uhhhhhh?
Sianzxc.
i want good batt life one
dont tell me nokia hor.
Nokia is what im using now.
Good at resisting my constant 'oops' nia
Hand pain liao :X

Update more nxt time~

2009-12-11T20:55:00.000-08:00

Wahhh
Yst.was a super tiring day
i've been out running on tasks and meetups since 12 noon till 7pm :X
went for a job interview too
hope i get a job that pays the least $5/hr
Anways
Saw kath and kenneth at hv
i was going to the atm
hhahaha!
i've got this customer called charlotte
she's really nice :DD
Smiles!~
Hahah!
we talked abt kpop,stalkers...etc
Till my hp went flat :X

Hmm,then today morning woke up at 7.30am
cos mum's on leave and its a family outing :D
Went to limchukang/old cck road...
Wanted to see the crocs D;
but nvr open
then went to the goat farm(the one i've been to like millions of times)
Fish farms,
Farmart,
dotdotdot...
mummy's so chatty :X
Talk so much
i so tired alrd D;
Just finished helping a customer count 21 items worth of goods
Whewww..
yst carried 4kg of boots cos mummy helped me carry the other
and she wanted to fry my phone under the sun cos the batt went flat(solar--Which mine isn't)
Well,hers went flat too
At least my phone's been a good girl for these 2yrs:D
Drop like countless times and still nvr crack or what
just that it can't read my memory card which is BADDDD
Cos i take loads of photos(not of myself hor.)
Like nice scenery
i saw a scarecrow today!
AHAHAHAH!
Take pics,
too lazy to upload/';

Ok time to go rest awhile
Cyas!~

2009-12-10T17:21:00.000-08:00

Today,
new day.
More meetups to do
12.30meet wenxuan
1pm meet amanda
2pm meet malcom
3.30 meet saffron and huimin(i have to carry 8kg worth of boots)
Sadface :(
yst carry 4kg from my house to th mrt walkwalk walk...
Hand abit pain le
Aisehh...

EEks,
don't really wanna meet malcom
but he chose meetup
anw,gonna tell all the guys im not gonna do individual meetups for them
Pffft.
Only for collection
Ughhhh..

Anyways...
Quite busy :D

2009-12-10T04:28:00.001-08:00

Ouhhhkays:D
Hmm,being a blogshop owner isn't an easy job:D
Dr. Martens Preorder #1 and #2 stuff just arrive today.
Whoots;D
But there's some stuff i didn't expect
Firstly,
no boxes :X
(guess they're trying to save on shipping fee)
Secondly,
The matte boots had fur inside
Which felt so soft when i touched them :DD
Considering to get one myself
Hehehh

Anw,mummy's addicted to bejeweled now
she sit there like 2-3 hrs keep playing :X
Addiction liao
Hahah!
That day she come my room at 4.30 am cos daddy snore like the 'waves'
Well,i was awake cos i needed to go toilet
but too lazy to walk :X
HAHAHAH!
Anw,i think im pushing myself away from society every since i set up the blogshop
I reject almost every outing of my class cos very bz doing meetups
Wahhh...
Then taking orders...
Uhh,must keep my tagging monkey on like almost 10hrs+

And there' this irritating woman called caihua that keeps irritating daddy and mommy
can't get through house phone?
call daddy hp.
can't get daddy hp ?
get mummy hp . Cant get through ?call mummy office,
What the Eff.
Everytime she call i feel like saying
'不要再打来了啦!很烦的!'
Then kup the phone
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Wah if i ever see her face hor...
i think i curse curse curse behind her back
Want make ppl money don't liddat so irritating force ppl go here go there
Don't want listen can't meh
Grrrrr....
Go find other ppl disturb lah
Whole day call
don't even think got 1 day u nvr call loh.
Voice sound so irritating also

BLEAHHHHH!
Whatever lah,this kind ppl hor...
Aiyo
don't want to have anything to do with her
Cos she keep calling daddy go change to line so can have free incoming call
if not his phone bill bomb
I also,i don't like to talk on phone
but somehow my incoming call 200+mins cos kan keep calling:X
Then out going like 70+ mins cos also got conference with the clique
Sms also bomb
1200++ Woh my gao tian ah.

Anws,
Gtg
Byeeee~

2009-12-08T05:58:00.001-08:00

Starting afresh
Same with the blog.
Going to learn korean soon ;D
HAHAHAAA!
Visit my blogshop first
www.remedy-forthesoul.blogspot.com